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Becareful what You Wish for

Hi. Well I am a hawaiian chica. This is my first blog ever and I have absolutely no idea what to write about. Yet, it is pretty cool to express how I feel without having to actually say it. Also, girls I have advice for you watch who you start dating a freind of mine tonight told me that one of her long term guy friends asked her out then dumped her. After one day of going out. I truly want to say if you have a best guy friend becareful of what your getting into. I have hd the same problem in my life I once had a guy I really liked and pulled a Susie Hawkens and bascially he said no. So the thing I have a problem with now is that I have an Edward yet, it hurts to get closer. Like a needle stabbing my heart. Remember love can kill.

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