Believe In Time

The last week has been crazy busy , I have been in tutoring all week . Some spring break. All I can think of is love. Love makes people do some pretty crazy things. I wish there was a tracker to find true love because today it's harder and harder to find. If I could ever describe love I would say it is the most exhilarating feeling of all. The first time you look at them you know it's meant to be, that moment when your eyes meet and you know you wouldn't trade that feeling for anything else in the world. Love should be when you look at that person it feels like the first time you kissed, the first time you fell in love. I am a good matchmaker however have yet to find love myself. For now I'm stuck reading romantic books and watching the 'Notebook' fifty thousand times. Being in love is amazing and I haven't been in love yet so I can exactly explain it! My aunt was right infatuation has been in my life, leaving me with good and bad memories. However when I ...

This week I could complain about so much, I could tell you how my life isn't how I wanted it to be. However all I can really think about is the one friend I know is true, God. The one who will stand by me through everything I've been through from the time I was born to my mom when she was only twenty He was there through all the years I wish my Dad had been around for me, He was there when I had done something so cruel nobody would stand by me. He was there through everything, because He's that type of friend that would never leave me no matter what have done or said that drove everyone else away. I could never truly imagine a more loving friend than that, whenever I sit alone I am never truly here alone because God can feel my pain, my hurt. He knows how at times I can loose all faith in myself and everything else and He'll be there every stage of my life. I just wish I knew what to do with my life, what I should do. The hard part for me is expressing how I truly feel ...