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In Christ Alone


This week I could complain about so much, I could tell you how my life isn't how I wanted it to be. However all I can really think about is the one friend I know is true, God. The one who will stand by me through everything I've been through from the time I was born to my mom when she was only twenty He was there through all the years I wish my Dad had been around for me, He was there when I had done something so cruel nobody would stand by me. He was there through everything, because He's that type of friend that would never leave me no matter what have done or said that drove everyone else away. I could never truly imagine a more loving friend than that, whenever I sit alone I am never truly here alone because God can feel my pain, my hurt. He knows how at times I can loose all faith in myself and everything else and He'll be there every stage of my life. I just wish I knew what to do with my life, what I should do. The hard part for me is expressing how I truly feel about everything going on around me; there is this dark sense that looms over me. The only one I know will listen to me is Him he will know how I am confused and lost because I don't know who to be or what will be the next step in my life. Christ will keep me going he will help me through my struggles in life. Always.

Liki
May God be with you.

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