Believe In Time

Today, I learned what we should all know, to live each day as it comes. Live everyday. like its the last time we'll be able to feel the sun on out backs, and the cool summer air against our skin. Live each moment like its the last, if you live life with regrets you won't be able to see the beautiful, shimmering world around you. Life is filled with oppurtunity, luck, and pure chance; life may never seem to go your way, and turn out completely different than what you wanted, but remember life may be not what you expect but while we're here we should live it. I couldn't tell you how many times, I've seen adults go to work and come home sitting on their butt in front of the couch, every single day. I couldn't imagine that life, but that is what reality has come to be. You can change that. Get up, take a walk play soccer, ride a bike, laugh so loud till your neighbors stare, jump up and down, spin in circles. Because life doesn't last forever, life is the presen...

My friend is sitting next to me and it feel like Rhianna's king bed song, I wonder if this is reality how I wish I didn't have to hide, but they don't understand me. Not surprising. They think, I completely dimwitted or something, but if they really knew the truth, I don't even think I an bare it myself. Its my own small world the one that exists inside my head and heart are far from the same, so many thoughts whirling in both of them, my heart a completely free spirit in search of love and my head filled with rational thoughts, anger, disappointment, and pain. From all those who have left their mark, my father, past friends, my mother, family, and guys. I seems like I'm not really here, like I'm in a truly cruel world, with every spark of hope disappearing. I wonder where God is in all this,I feel like He disappeared. I really just wish people wouldn't tell me what to feel, "I am able to talk, stop talking like I'm not here!" I wish I could b...