First, off I just wanna say thanks for all the people who read and listen to the struggles in my life. Second, I'm in complete shock that this is my 100th post! So, thanks for being there for me for four years! Anyway, to get this post going, I wanna just write.... it probably won't make a lot of sense when I finish but it'll be different, to say the least. So, Kataya goes back to Ukraine on Saturday and at this point I am pretty upset that she's leaving, she's become a little sister to me, and her smile could light up the whole world. However, in a malicious and selfish way I am kind of happy because for the last month my mom was too busy with Kataya to really notice me, strange how you want your parents to ignore you and when they do you want them to talk to you? Also the directors of the orphanage came to stay with us and to say the least their not my favorite people, but the leave tomorrow for New York City and I finally get my room back! But, its going to t...
It's only been a day so maybe it's a little to early to start making judgements, but I have to write down what I'm thinking. My roommate is a complete goody-goody, she pretty much has never done a bad thing in her life and follows all the rules. Just looking at her makes me think of me, what I'd be if I followed all the rules and did what everyone told me. And it scares me. I mean breaking the rules and going crazy, is just the way of life I feel- everyone lies, everyone makes mistakes but we should live while we have the chance. I mean seriously what kind of person doesn't live a little? Most people are holed up in their dorms playing on their xboxes, and the rest are moving in today. Most of today has been sitting in my room wondering what I should do the rest of the day. I thought college would be little more than this, classes start in a week. So hopefully better news is soon to come, hopefully the winds change blow away this storm.
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