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I know who I am


Today I am happy but, the adrenaline is running thin. Lately the kid I like has been avoiding me and rejecting me now, I don't know what to do. However, I have Chris, a new guy friend I have now I'm starting to wonder have I have I fallen all over again? Oh no. It's been raining for the last few days so my eating habits have been getting bad. I need to go out, badly. However the question is how bad do I want Walter's friendship is enough to fight for it? Or is it the time we went or separate ways? The choice breaks me apart everytime. But what I have learned I may not know how to do everything right but, I know how to be me and that the best gift anyone could have given me. Love, Ella

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