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Career-Oriented!


Well it certainly has been a while since I have written anything on my blog! Honestly for the past year I have found myself at a loss for writing, I have struggled to write the simplest words down on paper. My new major Information Technology is mostly analytical thinking rather than creative so, I feel as though writing has been harder than ever! But, even though it might not be exactly the same I am going to try to keep writing! Lately, I have been working on my resume in the hopes of getting an internship, which is harder than you might think! I mean trying to write down marketable skills is like trying to predict the future! But, I'm hoping that I'll find something I love, like social media! School this semester has so far been alright, I don't feel stressed out to the max yet, and I actually like accounting! Who would have thought! Me a businesswoman? It sounded so foreign to me at one point, but I find myself hanging on every word during lectures! It's simply amazing to go from adamantly denying you would ever be in business to loving it! I know, totally nerdy! I am also trying to become more involved in working, because eventually and unfortunately I will have to get a job so I'm polishing off my resume to find any temporary work. However, I am really nervous about class tomorrow because we start our group projects, and I'm nervous I won't do well, at least I have the rest of the week to work on it. Well, unfortunately nothing else interesting is going on with me, but I will see you soon!

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