Girls, I'm warning you be careful of what you say. I'm not trying to sound like your mother or something. But it's really true because the consequences hurt more than anything else. I just got mad at my mother (wind runner) and I started yelling at my boyfriend and he was so hurt. Here I show you what I wrote...
Were not the same, guess I'm the one to blame. Whatever and don't try and give me that I love you shit because, really I have been fooled this whole time, and I ain't taking it. I already have enough garbage in my life without you. So tell me what the hell is going on, (his name).
Yeah. I was a total bitch to him because, I was angry. Now after I sent him my like pity email he said "fine we'll stay together but don't do that to me again" So he basically hates me. But, I can't cry; I never could. I always felt that crying was a weakness. I just can't cry, unless it's really like the end. So really I have learned that I am the one who needs to control my feelings. Because one day it might get me into a lot of trouble. I feel like a part of me lost itself. I hurt him, and I hurt myself. I hate myself at this exact moment. Ughhh, one tip watch what you say.
Ella
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