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Heartbreak


Girls, I'm warning you be careful of what you say. I'm not trying to sound like your mother or something. But it's really true because the consequences hurt more than anything else. I just got mad at my mother (wind runner) and I started yelling at my boyfriend and he was so hurt. Here I show you what I wrote...
Were not the same, guess I'm the one to blame. Whatever and don't try and give me that I love you shit because, really I have been fooled this whole time, and I ain't taking it. I already have enough garbage in my life without you. So tell me what the hell is going on, (his name).

Yeah. I was a total bitch to him because, I was angry. Now after I sent him my like pity email he said "fine we'll stay together but don't do that to me again" So he basically hates me. But, I can't cry; I never could. I always felt that crying was a weakness. I just can't cry, unless it's really like the end. So really I have learned that I am the one who needs to control my feelings. Because one day it might get me into a lot of trouble. I feel like a part of me lost itself. I hurt him, and I hurt myself. I hate myself at this exact moment. Ughhh, one tip watch what you say.

Ella

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