Little Christmas Tree

I still cannot believe my Aunt wrote such beautiful words about me. It amazes me, because as I've gotten older I've realized she's become my guardian angel on earth. She is always there for me, to help me find God again or when I'm in anguish or suffering to help me believe in him with everything I have. So truly my Aunt is one of the people I don't deserve to have because she is way too amazing and always believes in God. While, I sometimes fall into doubts and can be cruel and mean; at the point where I begin to reject the Lord as if he were some personal slave of mine. God is the Creator he can do anything He wants. "I am not afraid of anything in creation. I know the Creator."(quoted by Todd from the Christ Miller series)

"Life is a gift that you can have; but can lose or never return." (quoted by me) As it is said to be true life is that special gift you have found under the Christmas tree. It is that cool breeze in the hot and humid weather. That one person who will stand by you no matter what. It is the joy we live everyday. However we may forget to be thankful for what we live, the air we breathe, the people we have, and God. But, God is much harder to explain He is that perfect creature that created us un-perfect's. He is the one who created this earth we stand on, the one who makes our meals so we can be healthy, the one who believes in us even when we don't believe in Him. He is amazing and He is the one who loves each and every one of us.

I know what a struggle life can be and I wanna say that if you trust Him the answer inside of you will always come, while He lives inside you helping you through the pain. I said this to my boyfriend today but, it can also apply to God "He just makes my skin wanna jump out of place. I mean their is no softer lips than his. His skin is at the perfect temperature. Also when I freak out he keeps me sane."(quoted by me) Also another quote that was actually from the song Electricity from Billy Elliot "I can't really explain it. I haven't got the words. It's a feeling that you can't control. I suppose it's like forgetting losing who you are. But at the same time something makes you whole."

Well, I'll be back soon

Love Always
~Ella

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