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Does time in life ever seem unrealistic like a dream? My life is running ahead of me like it's chasing something time with Kyle is beginning to slur together we've been going out for about 2 months already! That's crazy! Today was a moment from the notebook I swear it. I took Kyle for ice cream cauz the boy never had another flavor but vanilla! His lips were covered in ice cream and I leaned over and kissed him, and he also stuck my nose into my ice cream we were both laughing till it felt like we'd die out of lack of air. Everything with him makes the world seem brighter and beautiful like everyone is singing the sun on our faces makes me feel like theirs nothing in this world I'm missing. However I've distanced myself from Laura because she claims she is so appericative of what I do when she really isn't at all. Now she's taking my friend in my english class! I am just so annoyed. But I must be off reading, to do! See you soon!


Liki

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