Believe In Time

I know I haven't had much time to write but, now I wonder to myself how many people really feel alone?How many are in desperate need of help?How many are homeless and on the streets? Most people including me at points say "Oh. That's too bad." well I'm done with it. Imagine if it was you out on the streets and no one cared. Everyone just walked past you like dirt. I may live no better but, I am proud to say I'm not living on the streets. Don't you ever wish your mom would understand or your friends? But, it's not something you could say to them it's something you have to suffer all alone. I wish I wasn't one of those people. To top it all off I have my Conformation in 2 weeks and this is really about everyone else not me! It's just how everyone else feels or how fancy the wine is. Do you people realize that's not all that matters you might call me crazy but, being confirmed isn't about gifts or money it's about being

Well today my day offically stunk. I mean I got detention tommorrow for no reason completley unjust, however there unfourtuntley is no options left goodbye Princeton. Hello RCC. Well in any event my good friend Nia and I are no longer I am getting so tierd of her attitudue toward me. I mean I thought she was my best friend and now I realize I was the one who was fooled. I mean as if I was stuck in a monopoly. I don't know what this means for this class (the one I got detention in) I just wish she would have understood our reasoning because I'm a good student. Ugghh, I know this is going to stay in the back of her mind every time she looks at me now. I'm never going to want to answer a question in her class ever again. Like ever! I mean my head will be so low it will be down to the floor! When I told my mother she basically told me she doesn't have time for it. Well of course she doesn't it's not her problem. Also sometimes I just secretly wish to myself that