Don't you ever get that feeling that you know you've done something wrong but, still do it anyway in hope the situation will fix itself? I know that feeling all too well, I mean on my last birthday my neighbor who I had a crush since I was a kid kissed me, and you know I got a little light headed then the next day he suddenly hates me. He basically played me and I fell for it, I was the stupid little girl hoping love would be real how, stupid could I get? My whole life is falling apart I mean, my own dad didn't even come to my confirmation and now my -ex and I are talking again! I mean my life is so messed up I wish sometimes the world would just stop and I could bleed everything in my life that hurt me. I mean I have Joe, my neighbor, my -ex, PJ, even my Dad. I feel like everyone I meet will leave some huge whole in my heart when will I ever have someone to heal my bleeding heart? I need to cry everything that has been locked up and let it drip. Jesus said, "Come
"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will."