Believe In Time

I can't believe its been so long since I've posted anything, considering my summer has been a total bummer. Nothing to do all day long except learn chemistry, not exactly the best summer ever. One of those moments you wish you could change places with a celebrity in the hopes that your life will be more exciting, traveling up the streets of Paris or Rome something like that. Lately it seems like my friends aren't really my friends because I'm a third wheel, someone who will stand there simply because I'm around. I mean aren't friends suppose to know you better than anyone else? Know your strengths, weakness, your passions, secrets, your goal, your desires? I'm a secretly sensitive person, maybe overly sensitive? I just hate to blend in, when I was born to stand out. I don;t wanna change myself for everyone else, I'm just me the crazy girl who is love sick. Its always the same excuses from friends when you claim you're a third wheel, "I never

Today I learned how my life won't always go the way I want, it will make all these twists and turns. Life will be an unexpected adventure some of the twist may throw me off and I will fall, but I must have the courage to stand up once more. In life the small things will be the ones that you enjoy the most and that life is too short to waste, to wonder whether you’re doing everything right. Life is meant to be loved and shared, I don’t know when I might die but I hope when that day comes, I can inspire others to do what they have only dreamed. I want so much out of life that sometimes is hard to come by. Life is a roller coaster ride there will be ups and downs but, we must never give up. Losing faith is common but there will always be God who will hold onto your hand and say, “you make me smile.” Through life I wonder whether God is really there with me, by my side all this time and no matter how hard it is to believe I know God is there urging us to do what is right even if it’s