Believe In Time

Welcome back, it has been forever since I have written anything that truly exposed my life. I'm starting out 2016 with the truth and allowing myself to write even the words that pain me. This story starts in early 2015, when things between me and Tyler couldn't have been worse. I spent my time wishing things would return to the way they were, when were happy and in love, when that exhilarating feeling of being in love would rush through me. But, he started taking more shifts at work and spending every ounce of free time on his car. I spoke to him maybe once a day and felt lucky to even get to hear his voice for a minute. He would usually tell me he was "busy" or working on his car, I fell second place to something that wasn't even alive. I was second place to a car, but still I tried to hold on to what I once felt, I wanted to hold onto those moments when nothing in the world seemed to matter. I still remember we got into a fight while I was writing a "reason

Another day another dollar, except your paying them to go to college. I have decided to embark on another social adventure, attempting to start a Computer Science chapter at my University! It is going to be an interesting road ahead but, I am hoping to really start a prosperous club that will continue to grow even after I leave college. Plus now that I have more free-time it seems like the perfect opportunity! I asked another girl to help me run the club, but I'm so excited I get to be president of something, especially something I started! I am also looking for an internship this summer, which I cannot stress enough how poorly I feel like I do writing cover letters! But the opportunities seems so amazing, it's as if new doors just keeping opening up! I am also excited about having the opportunity to work with bigger companies, I am just super nervous! It's so nerve-wracking to actually use my skills in the real world. I am just so afraid of not doing well or messing up, bu

Well it certainly has been a while since I have written anything on my blog! Honestly for the past year I have found myself at a loss for writing, I have struggled to write the simplest words down on paper. My new major Information Technology is mostly analytical thinking rather than creative so, I feel as though writing has been harder than ever! But, even though it might not be exactly the same I am going to try to keep writing! Lately, I have been working on my resume in the hopes of getting an internship, which is harder than you might think! I mean trying to write down marketable skills is like trying to predict the future! But, I'm hoping that I'll find something I love, like social media! School this semester has so far been alright, I don't feel stressed out to the max yet, and I actually like accounting! Who would have thought! Me a businesswoman? It sounded so foreign to me at one point, but I find myself hanging on every word during lectures! It's simply am