Believe In Time

The new school year runs close and as any student you can only imagine the agony of the hard work that you spend hours upon; yet joy pulses through your veins because you can't wait to see your friends. However even though school "promotes" being yourself with your own wants and desires parents are still at command central. I know common child complaint, right? What you typically hear is "It's not fair!", "I didn't do anything!", "Why do you always blame me?!", "I don't know what you're talking about!", and so on. However, what people fail to realize is that children are the future, we have just as much to say about certain topics as adults. For example my mom thinks people who are gay are freaks were on the other hand I'm okay with people being gay it's never bothered me. We ("children") begin to realize to almost every adult appearance is everything when one moment you could be scolding a child ...

"And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time." How true this statement is, I need help because I've lost my way, I need to find it again. It's finals soon so I'm freaking out, I can't believe how many blogs it's been since I started high school, crazy. I've been overly stressed out lately with dance recitals to simple things. I wish I knew the answers to life, with Walter everything has been confusing I simply today didn't even have the courage to say anything to him, because what could I say? The words have run slim, what will happens to life after you? He wouldn't even know it he's taught me to be strong because I am weak but, he's taught me so many things I use to copy him but I've learned to be myself no matter how crazy. If I could say the words that've ran across my mind, I would walk up to him and ask him to just listen and her are my words "Walter I can't say how much I...

This was my quiz result I think it's pretty true read it Full of calm and tranquillity, people often find themselves drawn to you when they\'re emotionally frazzled. You have unerring patience and are happy to listen to others and be there for your friends when they need you most.\n\nDon\'t let yourself be fooled by your positive demeanour, however; you are prone to depressive swoops every now and again, and though they tend to be brief and unexplainable they can be consuming and mean that no one can reach out for you until they\'re over - at which time you return to your usual peaceful and light self once more.\n\nYou\'re a very honest person but are very good at making even the most harsh truths bearable - you have a talent for keeping people calm, emanating your own composure to those that need it. Also intelligent, you are a bright and keen learner, though sometimes may be unwilling to learn things that do not interest you - and why should you? Work...

Do you ever wonder why we're around? Why the Earth still moves forward? When we feel as though our world has stopped completely in motion. My world is undeniably deleterious, in other words bad. My true issue is not within the human mind's grasp but rather the long past dreams fading upon my windowsill. I've failed at life so many times I don't know how to find the hope I love. When God calls my name I don't hear Him, lost in our own human selfishness. Crying out to the sky in the rain calling Him, He hears us. The hardest part of being human is to accept your mistakes, to start over. When we cry out to the Lord have we ever asked Him what He wanted? Everything in this world happens for a reason, what is His reason? If only life had the way to tell us everything is alright. As people in this world we need our wake up call and to realize God is here however, when we are blinded by our own wants and needs, God says to us that He was there we just didn't realize it...

Today I am happy but, the adrenaline is running thin. Lately the kid I like has been avoiding me and rejecting me now, I don't know what to do. However, I have Chris, a new guy friend I have now I'm starting to wonder have I have I fallen all over again? Oh no. It's been raining for the last few days so my eating habits have been getting bad. I need to go out, badly. However the question is how bad do I want Walter's friendship is enough to fight for it? Or is it the time we went or separate ways? The choice breaks me apart everytime. But what I have learned I may not know how to do everything right but, I know how to be me and that the best gift anyone could have given me. Love, Ella

When the world turns where do you go? When you realize all that you knew was all fantasy what do you do? I just found out for myself someone might say they care but, the person I knew wasn't kidding they really do care and I lost it, I mean I'm a screw up I know it and won't hide from the truth because here it stands in front of me. I remember when my mom use to read stories to me when I was a little girl and I always ask her if fairytales came true and she always laugh saying if I believed they would they can come true. I always saw myself at the ball with my prince charming in my fairy tales but as time went by I started to loose the magic. Falling flat on my face like Cinderella before she became a princess into what I feared most now when I look into the mirror I can't find myself all I see is this, this girl... who waits for time to pass her slowly and she cries under the moonlight. Now when I think about my friends all I can hear is the constant "Ella I can...

It's true I mean I have a great guy friend who I am in love with I don't exactly how it happened but it did and even though he tells me he doesn't like me in that way I can't accept it, I've never tried this hard in my life; I've always moved on before it could hurt. However we stayed really good friends despite my crush now I wonder to myself what have I done? I mean he knows it isn't my fault I like him however, I can tell that every time it comes up it kills him. I mean he just broke up with his girlfriend in California so I could understand why he doesn't wanna talk to me or even want to be near me however, what I don't understand is this... a few days ago we had a fight this is what happened (what he said is in blue what I said is in red) "i have something 2 ask u somethin important" "wut" "do u hate me u like always seem pissed @ me" "Im not pissed at all u just kinda come on me alot like u txt me everyd...