Believe In Time

Man, everything has been crazy lately. Love is the most dangerous game I could play, because I somehow secretly know that feelings will get crushed and there is always too many expectations that are impossible. However , why does it make us all feel so beautiful inside? Why does it make us feel amazing and other emotions that suddenly rush to the surface because you feel so happy. The the thoughts slowly drift into your mind till they become part of your every thought, and when you stay in love it isn't so bad. However the drifting feeling of love makes everything hard and painful and you you begin to wonder why fell in love to begin with. The hours upon hours of crying and desperate texts and calls then turning to anger where you burn all their pictures and listen to Taylor Swift's "Picture to burn" more times than you can count backwards. Love they say, is only infatuation when you're younger however when you get older the more you realize how fake love had beco...

“ Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. ” As we go through life we worry what everyone else thinks when really we forget ourselves and how we are amazing no matter what anyone says, no matter how much life hits us we must stand up for ours...

I just need to know Do you like Shakespeare? Jeff Buckley? Watching movies on Sunday? Do you like kissing when it's raining? Making faces in the station? Do you like, I need to know What do you like? before you go Just tell me now what can you do to me that'll make this any better 'Cauz watching you makes me smile Makes me run a mile Just to see you And the places you go to Tell me Romeo What won't you do I want to go too You stopped and starred When I told you I was in love with you You told me you'd never go So magical Now were so in love and I'll never let you go It's just you and me Now here we go But I wanna know Do you like Shakespeare? Jeff Buckley? Watching movies on Sunday? Do you like kissing when it's raining? Making faces in the station? Do you like, I need to know What do you like? before you go

I know I know it's been forever since I've actually written I can actually say I'm lost in more ways than one right now, lately I feel like the center of attention I have so many boys after me and so many girls wanna hang out and I have straight A's to anyone else this would be awesome but for some reason lately I can be the most bipolar person I can be so happy at one point at others I can be so depressed. I'll tell you the truth I'm still stuck on Walter although I would never admit it to his face, today he wouldn't even look at me like if he did his eyes would burn out of their sockets or something, to be honest that totally freaked me out. Although I'm so hung up on the idea of proving myself to him I have no idea why I just want him to see how amazing I am and who I really am. Please, like that'd ever happen. I'm stuck in my own world I'm trapped I have so many people in my ear lately to anyone else having so many friends would be ...

Ever feel like your under appreciated? Welcome to my life, being a maid is my future career I know common complaint of every kid but, this is getting ridiculous I mean when ever something goes wrong I'm always the first to be blamed even if it wasn't me but the source of all horridness is my step dad so conceded and selfish firstly I've taken notice that now whenever he wants something done it's always "I don't want" or "I want" like a little six year old, and excuse me for sounding disrespectful but I feel like I'm the assistant of some Hollywood star. Stuck doing everything for instance not too long ago he knew I had to read 'Pride and Prejudice' for school yet he asked me to take out the dog so I hurried and finished my page and then I was prepared to put him in the back however he says "No, I don't want to get in the habit of putting him (the dog) in the backyard we just fixed our lawn." If he doesn't want to let...

The new school year runs close and as any student you can only imagine the agony of the hard work that you spend hours upon; yet joy pulses through your veins because you can't wait to see your friends. However even though school "promotes" being yourself with your own wants and desires parents are still at command central. I know common child complaint, right? What you typically hear is "It's not fair!", "I didn't do anything!", "Why do you always blame me?!", "I don't know what you're talking about!", and so on. However, what people fail to realize is that children are the future, we have just as much to say about certain topics as adults. For example my mom thinks people who are gay are freaks were on the other hand I'm okay with people being gay it's never bothered me. We ("children") begin to realize to almost every adult appearance is everything when one moment you could be scolding a child ...

"And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time." How true this statement is, I need help because I've lost my way, I need to find it again. It's finals soon so I'm freaking out, I can't believe how many blogs it's been since I started high school, crazy. I've been overly stressed out lately with dance recitals to simple things. I wish I knew the answers to life, with Walter everything has been confusing I simply today didn't even have the courage to say anything to him, because what could I say? The words have run slim, what will happens to life after you? He wouldn't even know it he's taught me to be strong because I am weak but, he's taught me so many things I use to copy him but I've learned to be myself no matter how crazy. If I could say the words that've ran across my mind, I would walk up to him and ask him to just listen and her are my words "Walter I can't say how much I...